Also answer my question: why should I suffer because of what you believe.

As for why you fight this time while you already did similar things, here is an example:

Trump and his group and his supporters are so angry that the rigged media go after the fake news, while they had no problem spreading the rumors from Wikileaks.

You see here? Inconsistency, which also spells less or no honesty.

If you don't like it, why are you still doing it (other similar things)?