Don't take an online forum so serious. No good for you.
Even you prove your higher than 4-digit IQ/EQ/XQ, so what? make you more money? women? fame? Let it go, man. You spend time day and night cursing and being cursed, you enjoy that? You ever get tired? That's an illness called obsession. You need to learn to stop. It will be good for you and your family, and this forum too.